nán​yán​zhī​yǐn

painful secret

  1. hard to say
    (literary) hard to say clearly or difficult to talk about; feeling embarrassed or reluctant to mention something
  2. zhī particle
    [possessive]
    Connects a describing word or phrase to the noun it describes, similar to de but used in formal or literary writing.
  3. secret
    (bound form) a secret or private matter; something painful that one is reluctant to mention