yǎ​ba​chī​huáng​lián

to suffer in silence

Senses

References

variant 哑巴吃黄莲/啞巴吃黃蓮 哑巴吃黄连/啞巴吃黃連
variant 哑巴吃黄莲/啞巴吃黃蓮 哑子吃黄连/啞子吃黃連
see 哑巴吃黄莲/啞巴吃黃蓮 有苦说不出/有苦說不出