哑巴吃黄连,有苦说不出/ 啞巴吃黃連,有苦說不出yǎbachīhuángliányǒukǔshuōbùchūto suffer in silence
To be forced to suffer in silence or unable to voice one's grievances; literally, a mute person eating the bitter herb Coptis chinensis and being unable to speak about the bitterness.