tòng​bù​yù​shēng

anguished

痛不欲生 tòng​bù​yù​shēng
anguished idiom
To be in such extreme emotional or physical pain that one no longer wishes to live.

丧子痛不欲生

sàng​zǐ zhī tòng ràng tòng​bù​yù​shēng.

The grief of losing his son made him feel that life was not worth living.

Frequency

Movie subtitles
1.88 per million appears in 1% of films
Written text
1.42 per million

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