biē​zài​xīn​li

to bottle up

  1. to suppress
    To restrain or hold back a physical urge, emotion, or thought; to contain oneself with effort, such as holding one's breath or keeping a secret.
  2. zài preposition
    [location/time]
    Used as a linker to introduce the time, place, or situation of an action, meaning "at", "in", or "on".
  3. in one's heart
    Inside one's mind or thoughts; refers to one's internal feelings or intentions.